You are very giving. But you have given too much for too long.
You have given too much of your richness to others. You have given too much to the point that you have forgotten to take care of yourself.
Oh the jem that you are, stand strong in your spirit that gave you balance and strength before.
Stand rooted in your wild beauty wilderness and heal your inner child that was abused and bullied, ridiculed into shambles, taken for diamonds and gold… and let you bleeding…bleeding to the core.
To my motherland and its neighbors, please continue step by step to take care of yourself.
Forgive yourself, learn from your mistakes, build your self-confidence and esteem, share your knowledge, heal your wounds, and smile so that you can be the home others will want to go to, not to take from or escape from and give nothing in return but fear and despair.
Heal yourself. Help yourself, so that you can reign with others once and for all.
Find your light to spread your light, for the sake of your child, for the sake of Gaia.
Oh Beautiful Motherland. You are strong and beautiful, motherland. You always have been, and always will be.
Sincerely,
Your child.
First written May 12, 2018.